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Y U A N
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.

♥ DESIRES
I love doggies.
I love green.
I'm dizty and sunny
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl.
And a beautiful one too.

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
6:51 PM

Torrow is another new day of the week.Another new training week going to start.*start the ball rolling* *glupz....Fearfull of coz I am.

It really hard to step into a unknown area, or a unfamiliar place. New things to learn new people to know. Me being me, find all these sometimes too much to handle. I like consistent, I like order, I like peace and pace. It is never easy for me to go out there and get something new done. Maybe part of me is risk adverse. I like safety zone. It makes me feel protected as I am in my own territory. Sometimes in my own territory, I feel like I am like the queen of my own.

But comfort zone is like a frog in its well. The sky will always be that big only. Slowly will be detached from the surrounding and slowly being numb to what is happening in its surround. Once upon identifying that, one needs to step up and jump out of the zone.

Stepping into unknown, I feel naked. Stripped of my power. I need to lay low and scout. Cover myself in camo, cover myself up and hid in the dark among the leaves. I don't like this feeling but for survival, I need to do it. To a certain extend, some might see me weird and strange roaming creature. Creature of the unknow and slowly become misunderstood.

I am starting all over again. For survival.

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