She says...

Sometimes...
I wish I could change what I could change...
But scar will always be there....
Even if make up was applied...
When its time for bed...
One would always use make up remover...
Cleaning away the beauty illusion...
Exposing the hidden truth beneath...
Even plastic surgery wun help...
Coz one day it is gona give way...
Like wat happened to MJ's nose...
Melt away...???
Then again exposing the truth...
Ppl say...
Dun judge others on their past...
Like you dun want others to judge yours...
But....
What if the past is unforgivable...???
Then the qn will be...
"What is unforgivable?"
Betrayal, murder, backstabbing, etc...
Which one is forgivable...???
Some say...
Mayb the 'criminal' din know wat he was doing...
Mayb the 'criminal' was too young to understand...
Mayb the 'criminal' din know it was wrong...
Then again...
What is too young...???
Below 16, 18 or 21...??
What is not aware of his doing...???
Insane, nuts, crazy...???
What is din know it was wrong...???
Innocent, ignorant, stupid...???
I realli dun know...
I want things the way they should be...
In all normal family...
Then it hit me again...
What is normal...
Peaceful on the surface...
Stirring thunderstorm beneath...???
Or juz be frank with each other...
Breaking off each others' neck...???
I realli dun know...
Everything is subjective...
Everything's difference is juz a thin line difference...
Which I realli cant tell...
How can one ignore the hard fact...
Which is facing you everyday...
Everytime you wake up...
You see what you see everyday...
No matter which part of the hse you go...
You see the problem...
But yet...
You dont do anything...
Not that you cant...
But you dun want...
Coz you cant overcome yourself...
In accepting what had happened...
A scar will always be there...