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there's nothing wrong with my name.
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I love green.
I'm dizty and sunny
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl.
And a beautiful one too.

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Monday, March 28, 2005
2:37 AM

Couldnt sleep...
Though I am damn freaking tired...
Too many things on my mind...
My school work, family, money, and my brother...
Mainly my brother...
Juz found out that a few days back he broke up wif his girlfriend..
Duno why it kinda of affected me...
It has nthg to do wif me...
But juz feel a sense of saddness...
Mayb coz the gerfriend juz lost her mother...
Mayb coz the gerfriend didnt do well in her 'o'...
Mayb coz my brother broke up with her w/o a gd reason....
I duno...
He broke up wif her coz the feeling wasnt there any more...
He told me that they had broke up before....
And the patching back....
Can never cover the scar...
He said she dumped him twice...
W/o a gd reason...
Leaving him so hurt....
And the hurt washed out the stability and trust in the r/s...
Sumthing that nthg cld patch up...
Then now he break up wif her...
Partially coz there is no feeling anymore...
Partially coz he is tired...
Partially coz he is still like another girl....
Another girl whom he didnt chose to be wif when he chosen his gerfriend...
But i find it so heartless...
To leav her now...
At the worst point of her life...
All she had done for him....
Although some have hurted him...
But then...
Love is not sympathy...
If he didnt leave her now...
Yet chose to deceive his feeling for her...
Is it then morally right...
But I duno why...
I juz dun feel it is right...
To leave her now...
Mayb coz I am a girl...
I put myself in her shoes..
And I kinda of understand her feeling inside...
How stable is a relationship....
I realli duno...
They both seemed fine n happy before....
But yet...
It didnt have a happy ending...
I feel insecured...

I got to be strong now