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♥ PROFILE

Y U A N
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.

♥ DESIRES
I love doggies.
I love green.
I'm dizty and sunny
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl.
And a beautiful one too.

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Tuesday, January 25, 2005
10:56 AM

I have this feeling...
I wunbe able to make it...
I wun be able to clear this sem....
My dad expects me to help him out in the company...
Like a full time staff...
I dun have time for my sch project...
I dun have time for my revision...
I dun think I can can clear this sem...
If I dun...
I dun wana study anymore....

I got to be strong now

Saturday, January 22, 2005
1:41 AM

I am so out of air...
No space...
No time...
No money...
No life...

I am trying my very best to make everyday of my life a good one...
But all these harsh reality...
Really pull me down sometimes...
I dun want to be wat I was last time...
Complain about how badly and unfairly life treats me...
Coz I am so much better off than some people in the third world country...

But it is hard to keep my spirit up...
The reality is just so very harsh...
I am trying to look at better things in life...
I mean...
Life is already so tough and bitter...
Why then sulk through it...
And just make days pass like years...
I want to smile everyday...
Be able to face all problems with no sweat...
Live like no tomorrow....
Live with no regrets...

I want to wake up to a happy day...
Knowing that I am blessed...
Hack with all the problems...
Coz I am not the one on who have them...
If others can live through theirs...
Why then I am a weakling...
Having to cry and complain about it...

Everyone has 24 hours a day...
I too have 24 hours a day...
Why then am I complaining that I have no time...
I know...
Its my time management...
I need to plan more wisely...

Everyone is also complaning money not enough...
What should I do...
Spend more wisely...

I have tons of work to do...
But I have friends who study and work at the same time...
Yet they excel in both...
What give me the excuse to slag and complain I cant do it...
I can...
I need to plan and work smartly...

Nothing in this world is impossible...
Impossible is all in the head...
It is a mental game...
Or maybe an excuse people use to avoid responsibilities and their own failure...

If someone's gona do it...
Why not me...

I got to be strong now

1:00 AM

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Saturday, January 15, 2005
2:19 PM

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

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I got to be strong now

2:09 PM

You Should Date An Italian!

You love for old fashioned romance, with an old fashioned guy
An Italian guy is the perfect candidate to be your prince charming
If your head doesn't spin enough, just down another espresso with him
Invest in a motorcycle helmet - and some carb blocker for all that pasta!

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2:01 PM

You Are Ashlee Simpson!

Stylish, unique, talented
You're your own woman!"It seems like I can finally rest my head on something realI like the way that feels"


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1:36 PM

You Are a White Cotton Bra!

Practical, comfortable, and classicYou want your man to feel relaxed and himself with youYour perfect guy is low maintenance and adaptableAnd he makes you feel comfy and cozy too!

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1:41 AM

Human Beings are greedy...
We are surrounded by greed ...
There is always not eough of anything ...

Whn we have rice ...We want chicken to go with it ...
When we have car ... We want to get a even better one ...
When we have shelter over our head ... We wana upgrade ourself and maybe live in condo ...
When we have money ... We want more money ...
When we have a family ... We wana be more loved and have an affair ...
When we have pass grade for exams ... We want to get even better ones ...
When we have a coloured handphone ... We want one with camera ...

The list just goes on and on ...

Why ... Why ...
Is it us ... Born in our nature ... Under our skin ... In our blood ...
Or it is caused by the intense environment ...

Why ...

I got to be strong now

Saturday, January 08, 2005
8:32 AM

First week of year 2005 is almost over...Time really pass damn fast...First week of my school is over....and pretty soon, by the end of next week, half of Jan of this year is gone...

Only one word to describe this week, "Busy"...School just started and yet I have already having 4 projects on hand...and I have onli attended 2 subjects' lecture...Still got 2 more subjects' lecture yet to start...Foresee another 2 more project on its way...that will make 6....walau...wana faint liao...some more the submition can be as early as begining of Feb...Where got time...??? Oh well I shant complain coz I am not the onli one going thru all these...I will survive...Muhahahahaha...

Was sick in the begining of this week...Having gastric flu...Woke up at 5am on Monday morning to puke, after tossing ard in bed for quite some time...Then I was down like a spoiled tap...Kept on puking...and at that time, I din have any clue why coz I was like in the middle of my sleep n juz suddenly woke up and puke...Really din know wat hit me...I have no clue if it is food posioning or wat...I mean...how many times a person actualli wake up frm his peaceful sleep juz to find himself puking none stop...Manage to see a doctor wif Marcus's help...He too was sick...but drove dwn my hse n picked me up to see a doctor...Feel better after the jab...But wasnt able to make it to sch on tuesday despite it being the veri first lecture of the new year...haiz...

A few things happened this week...Apart from me falling sick...Another happening this week...I juz got myself a puppy...!!!! It is a stray mixed breed puppy...My parents guess it is only abt the most 2 mths old only...And we are still kinda of unsure of its gender...But I heard n hope that it is a boy...Anyway...he came to us all the way frm Tekong...LoLx...The guards on Tekong found 7 puppies on out field n caught all of them...then one by one are adopted by different individuals...My mom was kinda of keen to keep a dog suddenly when she heard that some puppies were found and r up for adoption...So she asked if there are any black ones...Beening the onli one left...after much tots...we finalli got Marcus to being by the puppy in a box, by fast craft n car to Marcus's hse first....where he is washed n fed...then onli brought over to my hse the nxt day evening...

We named the puppy Oreo...cute rite...kekekeke...my rabbit is Dory..which is after a fish in "finding Nemo"...then now a puppy named after a food...Well...Oreo is still trying to adapt to his new environment...He would wake up in the middle of the nite quite a few time yapping n whining away...guess he misses his mummy...and that tot make me feel bad...like i broke up a happy family n now the child misses his mother....I hope Oreo grow up healthy...Need to bring him to a check up soon...Hopefully by next weekends...

Lastly....the latest news...I am offically hired by my dad's company...Currently drawing $300 monthly...Its a bit little but...I hope my help can help the family to pull thru all these currently...My mom insisted that my dad pay me though I refused...in the end...we settle for a small amt juz to show show onli...I mean if gif me too much I oso dun dare to take n wun haf the heart to spend...

guess i typed a bit too much in this entery...i shall stop here...take care guys...

I got to be strong now

Wednesday, January 05, 2005
9:56 PM

You Are Winter!

IntelligentSeriousCozyCalmShy

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