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♥ PROFILE

Y U A N
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.

♥ DESIRES
I love doggies.
I love green.
I'm dizty and sunny
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl.
And a beautiful one too.

♥ TAG


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Tuesday, December 28, 2004
10:16 PM

MONEY....MONEY....MONEY~~!!!!
ALL PROBLEMS WOULD BE SOLVED IF I HAVE MONEY~~!!!
I AM SICK OF BEING POOR~~!!

I got to be strong now

1:47 PM

You Are the Girl Next Door!

You're caring, warm, and the girl that nice guys want to marry.Uncomplicated and simple, you've got an easy going attitude guys love.But this doesn't mean you're dull - far from it!You're a great conversationalist, and you're an expert at living the good life.

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I got to be strong now

Monday, December 20, 2004
3:54 PM

Ya...Long time since I last type anything in my diary...Not that I am lazy...Juz that...nothing much to update lately...hmmm....Actualli a lot to update leh...Like my Guan ZHou trip and Jennifer's birthday outting...Ok lah...I am lazy...Hahahaha...But realli dun wana on my computer after I get home from work...Been staring at computer the whole day then to think of to stare at it for the night is juz killer...

Nothing really much happen...Juz working and still working at Synovate...Making fone calls...Doing data entery...blah blah blah...The list goes on and on...

Recently kinda of unlucky...I am hafing sore throat, slight fever and slight flu...All at one shot...And to make it worse...It is all happening this week near Xmas... -.-" I am like half sian liao lor...To think that I still need to go for last min xmas shopping and stuff like that...haiz....Hope I get well soon...Or else I will be damn sian...Now I am drowning myself wif lotsa water, medicine and all those throat candies I can find...



I got to be strong now

Tuesday, December 07, 2004
3:53 PM

Working life is dead sian...Dun know how to describe...This feeling in me...I dun know how to express by words...Life...is so boring now...for me...at least...though blessed to be alive and healthy...

Days in the office...seems harder to get by each day...and is slowly draining me dry...I am not young anymore and this is not helping me at all...if this is the life I am gona to have after I grad...I dread to its arrival...But yet...I cant run away from it...Coz it is bound to come...And who knows...might hit me damn hard...like a speeding truck...

Biz....Biz course...has never been my cup of tea...neither a side dish in any way...i have try to avoid it so far till now...mayb this is wat is meant to be...and I juz have to bear wif it...i mean...who in life is actualli doing wat he loves...i doubt so...harsh fact....that i wish i didn't knew...

I dream of being young again...not too young either...mayb in poly life...the days that I missed the most...*omg...I thk I am back into depression...

I remember the days when I was young...dreaming the adult dreams...the kinda of feeling that I juz cant wait to be a grown up...to walk down the streets and do all those shopping...buying things that seems to be free...and if i run low on cash...juz have to put a small little card into a wall machine then money will come out...dreams of to drive a car wif cute guys sitting beside me..haf good food at resturant....no reporting back to parents...be home as late as I want to and travel ard the world...it is as if the whole world is mine...Muhahahhaahaha......

About now that I am an adult...I realise that life is so surreal...and some dreams will forever be juz dreams...money will never be able to come out of the wall...and the small little card,called NETS card,will never be much of a use if my bank account hasn't got money in it...I have to work my butt off to put cash in my bank so that the stupid ATM machine have my hard earned money to spilt out for me to spent...and all those cars, travel and good food..only comes with money....and cute guys are picky...and they oso wana be wif their cute girls of their dreams....Now...I am adult..but yet...I am dreaming of a child's dream...but yet...time will never be so kind...and unwind wat had happend...

Life...wat is life...it is about birth, growing old, sickness and death...And those in between phases...it is up to individual's luck, opporunity and capacity....

I got to be strong now

Monday, December 06, 2004
10:26 PM

Am I suppose to be happy...I am not sure...But I guess I should...I am having mixed feeling...About a lot of things...

I got to be strong now

Sunday, December 05, 2004
5:19 PM

Recently been veri busy...with a lot of stuff...work work n more work...Since the day i came back from Guan Zhou...I have been busy all the way till now...No time for xmas shopping either...After I reached Singapore,the following Tuesday, I stared working part-time at this company....Which I worked last year...making fone calls....to china n philippines...scheduling interviews and things like that...so busy...930am to latest 630pm...everyday after i reached home...dun feel like doing anything but juz shower n slp...or mayb watch a few tv programme...like Inuyasha, amercia next top model, CIS, amazing race n 9pm drama on channel 8...other then that..is slp...ZzZzzZZzzZZz...LoLx...

Saturday went to marcus's hse...then helped him put up his Xmas tree...It is the same tree as yesterday...but it seem to be a lot easier to put up n look so much nicer than last year...kekekeke....then we went to church n oso to pet safari....so a veri veri cute chihuahua...so CUTE~~!!! but no money to buy...anywy...marcus bought home a fighting fish...veri nice colour....and for $5...so decided to buy it home n keep it...acutalli i oso saw one veri nice one...but decided to gif it a pass....

tml going back to work...930am as usual...but lucky got enen and my other uni friend,vincent, working wif me...life there wun b that bored...got so many things to do...xmas cards to send out...shopping to do...haiz...and worse...tml result out...dun know how...worried...realli i m...if i fail....i dun know wat i will do....

I got to be strong now