this whole week is totally screwed up...so screwed up that i realli dun feel like studying anymore...as in...i dun haf the 'worry' feeling anymore...juz haf the feeling that juz throw everything at me,now and i dun care wat...there's wat happened...

Monday 25 Oct 2004
Commercial Law paper.....the subject that i m most interested in this sem n one that i always dreamed of studying...law....and i m ok wif it...not that i m the best at it...but the one and onli that i m most comfortable in...but ya...still worried...scared i quote or find the case frm the book...then when i flipped the exam paper when it started...it came to me as quite an easy paper,except for one question that i wasnt sure...i was quite happy...all the question we did discuss in class before...but guess i was like too carried away writing my first question,i spent too much time on it and din haf much time left for the rest of the question....totaly of 4 question...3 question of 15 marks each and 7 questions of 5 marks eac...but i only managed to finish two 15 marks and two 5 marks question fully...then 4 questions in point form...and left out a total of 20 mark....WTF....%#$!!$#$#!$@
STUPID ME~~!!!!

Wednesday 27 Oct 2004
Management Accounting....another ok paper...but damn tricky...after the law paper...i was total de-moralized...din haf much self esteem...all the qn in acct are SO indirect....the question got so many other stupid factors to distract and twist the whole damn story...haiz...in the end...kena tricked...haiz...thk i did quite bad....

Friday 29 Oct 2204
Econ...the worst paper of them all...the format we were taught...DIN CAME OUT~~!!!! WTF .....All of us...tot is it essay qn...coz thats wat we r taught...and hw all the past years paper are essay...n we were told it is essay ...but came out...all open end questions....even though,i had to admit all the questions are veri basic n quite easy...but bcoz we overlook the easy parts n went straight for essay structure qn...i totally blank out whn i saw the non-essay format paper...i was going like,"err....din they forget to give us the writing pappers? Is this the rite paper...?Am i the onli one who din know it waant essay format?" I was totalli blanked out during the 15min reading time give...so blanked out that i juz run through the paper once, picked the qn i wana do...n sit there to wait for the time to start writing...then it is the onli paper i finished b4 time ended...then i sit there n flip through again n again...till i hope the invigilators would juz collect my damn paper...the onli paper that i cant be realli bothered abt the outcome n juz write watever that came into my mind....


Summary of the whole week...lousy week...which left me lost,confused n sick...i juz hate myself....one more paper to go on coming friday..n i hope i dun screw this one...