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♥ PROFILE

Y U A N
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.

♥ DESIRES
I love doggies.
I love green.
I'm dizty and sunny
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl.
And a beautiful one too.

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Sunday, November 02, 2008
9:57 PM

I LOVE YOU LEEHOM~~!!!!!

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
7:19 PM

People are going places. Some in LA, some in NZ. Some getting married, some shooting to fame. Partying, enjoying life to the fullest. Some helping others, giving back joy to others. Some are rich and famous, many doing things that they love.

What about me. Is it coz I am not doing anything about my life? Am I just sitting around and waiting for things to happen? Sometimes, I think I am. Yet not exactly. I am working too, living my life. I am too going places. But yet at times, I compare and I find that my life isnt that all great. Is it the human greed at fault. But isnt life about comparing? Many would then disagree. But isnt that why people aim for better, strive for the better? Is that human greed or natural instinct.

Opera's The Big Give, comparing who can give the most in order to stay in the competition. When did giving become a competition? Or does it really help to bring out the giving in people? Then is that giving whole heartly or giving becoz you want to be better?

People are going places...what about me...

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Thursday, October 16, 2008
1:08 PM

5 years 6 months 22 days and counting...
Thats the total duration I am in a relationship. Maybe I am a sucker, like those total crazy manic, but I really want to get tied down.
You may say that who needs a guy when girls now can live w/o them and be equally as sucessful and independent. But deep in me, I want to have a place I call my own. Not because that I dont love my mum. But I want to have my own place with the one that you want to live with the rest of my life. Control freak, maybe?
But being together so long but yet it seems like there is no progress into the next stage of our relationship. Is status that important? Maybe? But having status doesnt mean that things wont go sour. Maybe its the moment of joy of confirmation that he do want to spend the rest of his life with me. But who know, one might just get married for the sake of getting married.
Our house is in the process of building. Maybe ready in other 3 years. Then we will be together for 9 years but not married. He said,"so what if we are 10 years in a relationship? It does not mean that we have to get married. We are gona be together for another 50years. Does that make any difference?"
Come to think of it, what is after marriage? No such thing as divorce and get married again. Maybe I should try to enjoy my so call 'single-hood' now.
But everyone around me are getting married. I am jealous.
But I dont what the idea of marriage be one sided. I want him to want it too.
I am tired.

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008
1:09 AM

I wana get married too... *sign*

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